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My dearest friend,
I can’t remember which day you died,
I can’t remember which year you died,
I’m still not sure why you needed to die.
Ending your life might have stopped you seeing all those things that you didn’t want to deal with.
But it has caused a gaping hole in our hearts.
After all these years,
I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve wanted to talk to you or see you.
Whenever I want to talk to you I stare at your old cellphone number.
Whenever I want to see you I pull out your photo from the box.
Whenever you are in my dreams I’m always so thrilled.
If you knew how painful it would be for all the people who loved you during these years perhaps you would have made a different choice.